And now It Is November

I keep going back and forth.
I wonder about art
At least for now
I love it but it hurts
I don't understand how to let it make me free
I don't know how to quit it
or any of this


I'm working on 10 different painting for the Small Pleasures Show at The Jacobs Gallery.
And I am very close to finishing those paintings.
But I am so very tired
about all of this
lack of the support of the visual arts.

I'm ready for something else